Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Well, I started testing for this whole process. They took my blood on Tuesday and did the same lame ultrasound they always do, saying everything looks great and giving me a ridiculous bill for it. I'm a bit concerned about costs right now, worried that I'm going to come out short. At the beginning of the year Brad and I decided this was the year that we would try everything, and if things don't work out, we move on. So I've been saving up every last penny for In Vitro so that we can do everything we can do and with all these stupid tests, I'm worried that it's going to come down to the last wire and we'll have to postpone.I'm tired of waiting, I just want it to be over with. I just want to know the end of the story and how it turns out. I hate not knowing. But I guess that's where the faith is supposed to come into play.I have more tests on Friday. I guess it's a different type of ultrasound and a fake embryo transfer. I can't figure out why they have to do all these tests when we know I've had 2 kids and the problem is Brad, not me, but alas, I hope it results in a baby. If not, I hope the doctor enjoys a nice expensive trip to Europe with my donations.I found out yesterday my thyroid is low. That doesn't make sense since I only weigh 106 lbs and I look like my thyroid works on overtime. But I have to take some pills for it until after I have a baby I think. I hope it gives me more energy and doesn't effect my weight at all. I'm happy with how much I weigh.I'll let you know how the next tests go. I do know they're $600. Monday's tests were $520. First consult and semen analysis was $485 I believe. Then I did an HSG test and that was $420. This baby better support me when I'm old and gray...

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